I have to admit it's very hard considering what happens when you get in touch with old feelings and attitude.
It's a kind of youth regeneration. No, I don't mean a renewal, just a come back!
I think it's human, and I do not know how to face it, this time.
I was not ready for the fall, I was not ready to get involved... I was in outer space and no will to go back to the ground.
But I did!
I can't say how it happened but it did. Maybe I had just had enough of being somewhere with no direction, with no project, with no hope...
But I felt better: somebody would say I didn't, that it's been just the time I needed to heal my previous thousands of injuries.
It's so sad to find the kid who lives in me waiting for some questions I can't answer to.
I hope it's going to be faster than in this last 10 years. There's a little less life to live everyday which passes through... I need to be happy and hope I'll find the strength.
Welcome back to my old self!
